it's not over (until it's over)
For as long as I can remember.
I've been preparing, planning for the future.
High school. Uni. (Exchange.) Work.
I remember telling M about my US trip.
"Not long until you can start crossing off days."
"I always cross the days off my calendar."
"Yes, and you keep a diary."
(One foot in the future. One in the past.)
I (try to) live in the now. Generally.
But the thing is. 'Now' is tied to past and future.
(So I tell myself anyway.)