Summertime sadness

I once recorded my preferences based on an interview in frankie magazine.

Day or night? Vodka or whiskey? Childhood or adulthood? Songs that make you dance or songs that make you cry? F. Scott Fitzgerald or J. D. Salinger?

Summer or winter? 

My head says summer but my heart says winter...

There is a song by Lana Del Rey called 'Summertime Sadness'.

I have danced and cried to this song. Soundtrack of my life. This summer has been painful but I am stronger for it. And ironically, I find this comforting.